Saturday, March 26, 2011

this time

this time. it is my fault for making us into this. i get all the mistakes and nothing's wrong with you. it is very hard for me to say that i love you. because i know it is not enough now. i am sorry for all that is happening. but i will always be concerned with you. i want you to be more than happy. i will accept all of your decisions how hurtful it will be. just do everything that can make you smile deep inside. even if it means leaving me and forgetting me, as long as you are happy i will accept it. it will hurt but i will take it. as long as you get what you really could have ever since.

inside, i still have strong feelings for you. you take almost all of my emotions inside me which is entirely who i am. a man filled with emotions. it really hurts me knowing that i am hurting you. i don't know what to do because it is not enough compared from what you did to me. i am sorry that i hurt you. i am sorry that i am not making you happy now. i want to be your source of happiness but now i am giving you hurt. i don't want to make promises now. what ever your decision after these things. i will accept it. as long as it will make you happy.

Sunday, March 13, 2011

ang damgo ko kabii

ang panaginip ko kagabi. kagabi ay ang ika tatlong gabi na naginuman kami ng tatay ko at kapatid ko na kami lang. ang tinira ko ay Mucho King ang sa kanila isang lapad ng Tanduay.

nakatulog ako sa kalasingan ng hindi sinasadya. pag sapit ng 2:30 ng umaga kanina, nagising ako bigla dahil sa isang masamang panaginip. hindi ko mawari kung bakit iyon ang napaniginipan ko. bago ako pumikit ulit, sinulat ko sa cellphone ko ang key points na nasa panaginip ko. ginawa ko iyon dahil alam ko na makakalimutan ko iyon kinaumagahan. at ito ang nakasave sa cellphone ko.

leeg. manila day. inagaw. assassination.

dahil dyan naidugtong dugtong ang mga nangyari sa panaginip ko.

ako daw ay isang representative ng Manila. di ko alam kung sa papogian yun.hehe. may mga pinapatay sa Manila sa pamamagitan ng paglaslas sa leeg ng isang kriminal. ang mission pala ng kriminal ay agawin ang pwesto ko bilang representative ng Manila pagsapit ng Manila Day. nagkamali ang assassin ng pinatay kaya nakaligtas ako at ang leeg ko. di ko alam kung bakit ganito ang naging panaginip ko.

test blog entry lang to.

Friday, March 11, 2011

facebook mayhem

nakakahiya mang aminin pero dahil sa facebook hindi na ako nakakablog ulit. bandang huli narealize ko na may limit ang pagexpress ng opinion o ano pa man sa facebook. sa status post, may limit ang characters. pictures, chat at message lang naman ang facebook. people waste their time stalking someone else's profile. stare at their pictures, make gossips from their posts and comments. i felt i just can't express everything on facebook. pero para aadvertise to, kailangan ko pa rin ng facebook.hehe.. susubukan ko na magisip ng pwedeng isulat from this day on.