ang first word ni baby

baby pa si julian(pinakabunsong pinsan ko) at di pa siya nagsalita ng isang word since birth. his ninang-yaya is always with him the entire day even at sleep. the problem is that, hindi kinakausap masyado ng ninang-yaya si julian. that is why julian haven't spoke a word yet. my tita told ninang-yaya to say something when she's carrying julian. text kasi ng text, at talo pa ako sa number of calls answered sa isang araw. sabi ni tita, baka mamaya, ang first word/s ni julian ay, "d2 n me,sn n u?" dahil text ng text si ninang-yaya.

which reminds of me of a gossipoleginic experience on a certain day. binyag noon ni julian. pupunta akong labas para kunin ang inorder na litsons baboy. habang nasa tricycle at dahil linggo, day-off ng mga kasambahay may umangkas na babae sa tabi ko habang may kausap sa selpon niya. hindi ko maiwasang makinig sa usapan nila ng kausap niya. ikaw ba naman ang nakaspeaker phone at ginawang walkie-talkie ang cellular phone. the woman said(in a bisaya tone):

babae: pupunta kami ngayon sa sm
kausap(lalaki): ah!, sige kita na lang tayo dun.
babae: sige mamaya na lang, nasa tricycle na ME eh!
lalaki: ah, nakasakay na pala YOU?

as you can see(through reading but it really came from what i've heard)unti-unti nang nawawala ang proper communiocation using text-book words and sentence structuring. buti na lang ako tulad nila.

it's your trust that i need

damn! urbandub has made me so emoitional eversince. it gives me a reason to be emotional again. i found this song from their album under southern green lights. and this song " an invitation" breaks. i don't love a song if not for it's lyrics.just click to play.


Meet me after dark
We'll go against the weather
We'll fight, well they can't decide for us
Their minds are cynical
Their ordinary eyes can't see through it all.

Don't be afraid cuz I'm here
Meet me half-way, I got you now
I got you now.
Cuz when we go just so you know
I'll be right here to carry you
Erase the traces
Restart everything, everything new
With wounds to mend
Hearts break but it can rebuild again.

It's safe to let go I; m right here with you
It's you trust that I need to believe
That I'm not in this thing alone
Would you run away with me if I'ts tonight?
Leave everything behindCome on, come on.

I got you now.