Wednesday, August 13, 2008

pa-raya ta? (raya=bukid)

gusto ko talaga ipost ang isang katangahan na ginawa ko habang nasa raya ako. natapos ko na ang filling ko sa dfa so i dropped by ating's pad. siguro napagod ako sa pagpipila ko sa dfa, sa init at sa lahat, parang tulala akong naglalakad tungo sa elevator paakyat. when the elevator door opened, i walked out and opened the screen door. picked the keys on my pocket and opened the lock. i was surprised to know that there was no lock to be opened. i looked for the room nunmber and napahiya akong umatras at pumunta sa kabila. buti na lang walang nakatira sa room na yun, dahil kung hindi mapapahiya ako.


isa lang yun sa mga nakita ko sa raya. a construction worker was pushed away by the strong electric shock which nearly brng him to his death. he was on the roof, 3storeys high. mabuti na lamang habang gumugulong siya sa bubong napigilan siya ng gutter. kung hindi pa kinakabit ang gutter, he would fell and lost his life.


i finally get acquainted to some of our neighbors there. it is through basketball. mabuti na lamang at least may mga kilala na ako.

blogspot ko, i hope nauplift kita.salamat sa iyo

getting up

hello blog, it has been while since i put something on you that make my world literally change and the once oppressed seemed rejoicing (alam mo kung sino ka. you have just prove me that i am irresistable.huh!) that is why i want to lift your mood up as possible as i can. okay, after the last entry these things have happened. a little lighter this time.

i want to share my own DFA passport filling experience when i read keo's blog about his unfortunate filling experience. mine wasn't bad. i went to dfa on the afternoon so that only few fall in line for making an appointement. then the day i was assigned to go back, it was quick as well. nakita ko pa si doodle dun. yup, si drindle na classmate ko nung first year college, ka-subdivision, kaibigan. i barely recognized her because it has been a long time and since i've seen her and she had put on her make up that day. but when i was walking to ix some of my requirements, she called me and yun, kunting usap lang. then, habang nasa pila, i instantly chat on my seatmates, about passports and working abroad. on the last part of the filling. eto ang nakakatawa.

the personnel who attended my transactions is annoying, i thought she was annoying. she did not speak a word. kahit na three times akong pumirma, at nagpa-thumbmark. its either madiin ang thumb marks ko or sobrang light. the next thing i know. they were mute pala. when i left i saw her talk to her seat mate in hand gestures. the process was so swift it just took me nearly two hours.

i tour around alabang's cybergates but found nothing's plausible. kaya it is time for me to roam around makati. speaking of makati. did you know that out of outraging eagerness to make some bragging experience. i walked the entire length of the magallanes-ayala mrt toute. beside the wall of dasmariƱas village from mantrade to landmark, i used my feet. i was like a taong grasa eating a 10peso serving of freind peanuts. i did it just for self satisfaction.

Saturday, August 2, 2008

all eyes on me. eyes that are not so convincing anymore

recently and at present everything's not doing well. now, i realize that it is never easy to be a local celebrity. with every gossip, every accusations, every humiliation, it was never easy, and i am not used to it yet. but unlike real artists, they get money for their interviews and every contoversial questions thrown into them. but, in our case, there is money money involve.

sabi nga ng mga artista na natsitsismis kapag nagsalita sila dahil pakiramdam nila personal na ang mga binabato sa kanya. okay lang daw na intrigahin sila ng mga gossippers, wag lang idamay ang family. dahil pag family na ang apektado, lalaban na sila. same goes on me, i never reacted on every gossip about me and tsokolate circulating around my former school, and on every one who knows me. but my family is affected by these. kaya sinasabi ko na walang katotohanan lahat. okay, nagiging literal na ako.

and about what others say that i am destroying my "mabaait" image. i was surprised when i heard about that. i am not doing good to make the people around me say that i am a good man. i do good because it is the right thing to do. mahirap talaga kung lumaki kang mabait. walang ibang titingnan ang mga tao sa iyo kundi ang mga nagawa mong mali. a simple mistake is like unforgivable for them. unlike, the one who is know hard headed and annoying, kung gumawa ng katiting na kagandahan, parang isang celebration pa.

don't throw in some words that you can't stand it's credibilty. dahil babalik sa iyo ang sinabi mo.

ano pa man ang mangyayari, i still have my friends and family. the ones that knows me better. i hope what i said is true. as long as i know i am not stepping on anybody, that i think that this is right and i can handle it, i will stand for it.

i will stand for tsokolate. and i know i am still on track.