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di ko alam kung ano specifically ang ilalagay sa post ko ngayon. there's just a lot of things that i want to "share". una, since ako lang ang halos walang ginagawa, bunso and bored. taong bahay ako. i cooked anything, kahit di nakakaain, basta taong bahay. cooking. it is not what i am used to with. i remember when i am in vacation in the province. tatay would ask me everytime about out viand for the next meal. i always reply na kahit ano lang. now i know why tatay ask me about sa ulam namin. ang hirap palang magisip ng uulamin. lalo na kung walang nagsa-suggest na gusto nilang kainin. i cooked a lot more than i have to. pero masaya ako kasi nakakain ko naman ang niluluto ko. doing the kitchen works most of the time, nadadama ko na rin ang pagmahal ng bigas at ngayon ng mga karne. mahal!! blame it on the media. if they didn't report the rice shortage, rice businessmen might not thought of increasing their goods. dahil hindi naman ganun ka kulang ang bigas para magtaas agad.
last night, i dreamed of playing basketball. it was expected kasi yun ang nagpapabother sa akin these days. yabang "aside", tuwing umaga coach texts me na umuwi na daw ako. i am feeling the need for me? kaya i am now wanting to go home if there will be just ba chance to go to. people who are close to might say that it will be just a waste of time, that i should prioritize my goals first. but i think when much more closer individuals might know about this, they will agree with me, i guess. kasi, bata pa ako, i always widh that someday i will be part of the league playing for my own fullfillment. ayaw ko ng taga cheer lang. di lang kasi nabibigyan ng chance nun dahil my body cannot stand the game. pero ngayon alam kong kaya ko na.. and i also want to play, dahil gusto ko may makukwento ako sa mga anak ko balang araw about how my adolescent days went. dahil literally, i have much less to share to my offsprings. compared to may tatay telling us too many stories about his younger years. ako wala. wala sa katiting ng sa tatay ko.. kaya yun..
hmmmm, wala na akong masabi. uulitin ko na lang ang lagi kong sinasabi. i am in love, i am always in love. dahil if i am not, papayat ako, i easily lose weight on emo stress than the physical stress.