the other night, we watched the PBB teens tv program. mayroong "kilig" scene doon bout nicole and yosef(ba yun?) there are four people in the apartment where i am staying. two boys and two girls. pero sa napansin ko, kami lang ng pinsan ko ang kinilig(oo, kinilig, wag ka ng kumontra), but the ladies didn't. it made me curious kung bakit hindi sila masyadong kinilig. then i realized, maybe in the way the approach was being done. on that part kasi, it was the girl ang unang lumapit sa lalaki. tried to talked to him, ask for apology, and others. cried, then okay na. siyempre maganda yun for us guys, but not too much for a girl. maybe that's why. hindi naman ako kikiligin kung may makikita akong lalaki na gumawa ng lahat para sa girl. something about gender aspects.
last night, noong luto na ang nilagang baka na gawa ko, nang nasira ko ang rice cooker that i didn't know how. after naligo dahil sobrang mainit. jackie and i made some hmm, rare-chatting. rare, kasi we talked about how our emotional states have been. it was a bit more than chatting kasi, nagulat dahil parang two hours ang usapan na iyon. masaya ako, dahil, nakashare ko si jackie sa mga tinatago ko. i mean, this is rare dahil sobrang cautious ako kapag kausap ko ang mga tao na ngayon lang ako nakilala. it was a bit relieving din kasi dahil nga madaming nang sobra sa nararamdaman ko, naishare ko iyon figuratively. so yun.next time ulit
