v-day 09

I realized that when I am in rage I feel like I want to do an entry about my outrage of course. But, besides that I think I am more articulate using the English vocabulary during this state. Why? Because it’s Valentine’s Day!!

Since memory, I usually celebrate the Valentines Day with a birthday song because it is my brother’s birthday. But I never celebrate because of love. I think there was a day I did celebrate with an eyed one, but it was just a pure obligation to create one. But it doesn’t mean I have an iron casted heart, actually it is the opposite…rusted (huh?!) I commenced Valentine’s after the day itself. But I really can’t remember a day that I have the v-day with a special one even until now.

Every year is all the same. Loathe, wrath, stupidity anything but not good. This day, I am happy because my parents attend a Valentine’s Night Party and until now they are not home yet. It is already 12 o’clock am (5am na sila nakauwi)

This day I spent my day thinking how to fix things, how to start, where to start. First, where will I get enough amount of gravel to fill the potholes on our politically-abandoned-unpaved street. How will I cut pork and liver for batchoy as my bro’s request for his birthday. How to divide the house and know where to start working. Well, I started in the kitchen and it was an entire day fixing things, satisfying my OC behavior.

So what’s so bad about those things? Nothing. It is only that of all the days in a year, this day is the worst one since the discovery that a sayote has to be depulped before peeling and slicing them. My white T-shirt has not been washed even it is already in the hamper for days! And it doesn’t mean that if ironing is not needed, I don’t want it hot pressed anywore! T-shirt are on its superb comfort when worn, if they come without telling what to do with it. If it’s not ironed it’s fine, if it is ironed then I’ll be more pleased.
Anyway, I will be posting this later, but Happy Valentines to all of you…