welcome back ayi- plus "the edna's thanks party plus kitakits

i was in Laguna yesterday. may paparty kasi si ednalyn dahil pumasa siya. despite the distance(yeah), pumunta ako kasi i want to see good old friends too maliban sa food gusto ko din makita ang folks ni edna. i was the first guest there. then came another edna's friend and we were the first to eat. then came, the rest of the people. si kate, na nakita ko na straight ang buhok for the first time on her broad shoulders.. glenn, si kuya glenn i teased. na joker pa din, then came jd, na katerno ang table cloth sa occassion. patre a not so friend friend, and later, si april which made me laughed sarcastically when her tummy camed out. and lastly, sina arvie, ang tanging may trabaho sa mga tao dun, and si ayi, who just came from the U.S.. i missed everyone. masaya, we sang, drunk a bit of alcohol, and ate a lot. a lot. came in late at night nagsiuwian na..natulog na din ako
early in the morning ginising ako ni wyeth, ang cute nephew ni edna nagulat ako kasi ginising ako. i suddenly missed my brothers when he asked me to watch him play his psp. nakakatuwa, he sat beside me while i was still lying. he thought that i couldn't watch him playing, humiga siya sa tiyan ko. natutuwa ako, para akong daddy, i was dearly touched by a 5 year old who barely knows me
dumaan akong perps, missed it kahit papaano, then uwi na ako qc. mahabang biyahe, pero i was satisfied. the only problem today is that i am so damn, lonely. i feel alone, i feel incomplete, i need something, or someone. damn it. damn this

earth hour - my moment hour

while cooking for dinner, naalala ko na on the night of march 29th, at 8pm, is time for the earth"s favor to come in. we turned off our lights kahit lights lang ang hinihingi, we also including the tv set. only a radio and a fan were running. it was quite a nice night, cooking without light(almost done din naman), bathing without light. i have realized many things on a quite 1 hour of that night. it helped me feel a little at ease because i knew that i helped. i helped to lessen the earth's problem, even if i can't do the same to mine. narealize ko din that what my mother does for preserving nature makes her feel this way. the way i felt. masaya. fullfilling. i hope lahat ng tao sa mundo, aware na sa lahat. that a traditional burning of dried leaves to smoke a tree is considered not good today. that if we thought that; why the heck are we doing this since others don't really mind to do, should be reversed. masarap tumira kasama ng kalikasan. nararanasan ko yun. that is why i still want to live in the province. unlike in the city. in our place i am not afraid to breathe in deeply beacuse i know that the air i breathe is cleaner than to my thoughts.