this time

this time. it is my fault for making us into this. i get all the mistakes and nothing's wrong with you. it is very hard for me to say that i love you. because i know it is not enough now. i am sorry for all that is happening. but i will always be concerned with you. i want you to be more than happy. i will accept all of your decisions how hurtful it will be. just do everything that can make you smile deep inside. even if it means leaving me and forgetting me, as long as you are happy i will accept it. it will hurt but i will take it. as long as you get what you really could have ever since.

inside, i still have strong feelings for you. you take almost all of my emotions inside me which is entirely who i am. a man filled with emotions. it really hurts me knowing that i am hurting you. i don't know what to do because it is not enough compared from what you did to me. i am sorry that i hurt you. i am sorry that i am not making you happy now. i want to be your source of happiness but now i am giving you hurt. i don't want to make promises now. what ever your decision after these things. i will accept it. as long as it will make you happy.