dear blog

pasensya ka na at ngayon ko ulit mapupunan ang mga pagkukulang ko sa iyo. madami kasi ang mga nagdaang pagsubok kaya hindi na kita naasikaso ng mabuti. di ko rin masabi sa iyo ang mga nararanasan ko, dahil hindi mo iyon kailangang maransan pa. sana may bumibisita pa sa iyo dito. hayaan mo at, babawi talaga ako sa iyo. ingat ka lagi sa mga masasamang comment, sa cbox. ienjoy mo na lamang ang kulay lila at itim mong estado sa internet ngayon..

laging iyo. dior

wala lang v.3.1-3.2

hindi naman sa nagmamayabang, nakaluto na ako ng pansit, arroz caldo, sopas, sinigang at iba pang lutuin na lahat gusto kong kainin. at sa bawat gawa ko, masarap lagi..nagugulat ako sa mga niluluto ko. kaya ko nga talagang magluto na ngayon. despite the fact na sa bahay namin i don't get the chance to cook dahil tatay's the king of the kitchen..and practicality is his ever aim. walang masasayang, kung ano lang available yun lang, make use of it. kung dito naman sa laguna, i can't neither, dahil may carenderia kami, kaya everyday, nagpapadala na lang ng ulam sa bahay..bakit pa magluluto..kaya yun.pwede na akong umuwi sa amin, at magpatayo ng short order kainan..hehe..

from food to disgusting.

i watched a Mythbuster episode about invulnerability of cockcroaches to atomic bomb radiation. most of us know that when there will be a massive nuclear wear, the ones who will likely to survive in the end are the cockcroaches.

but the Mythbusters proved us wrong. they tested flies, ipis and fruit bettles.. the specimen whcih survived the highest radiation and only 5% were killed are the fruit bettles..cockcroaches were all dead..

so, who will likely to rule earthj when all of mankind killed each other.

freak-out baby

the only song that made me like itchyworms kahit papaano noon was their song "akin ka na lang", but later on after that hit, they became mayabang. no wonder because they were filty rich and has the angst to have that attitude..

but now, when i first heard this song "freak out baby" from their album, sefl-titled, hinanap ko agad..kahit hindi naman bagay sa akin ngayon ang theme ng kanta..the song just makes me cool..i always watch music channels so that i can have tsokolate hear it as well. dati kasi wala akong mahanap na kanata on net, nagyon meron na.hehe..enjoy!

wala lang v.2.1

kapag bumibyahe ako, siyempre para mabilis ang mahabang biyahe sa expressway ang daan ko, meron toll gates sa bawat exit. siguro in love lang ako lagi kaya naisip ko to. alam kong hindi ako ang unang nakaisip nito pero why not, anything is possible when you are in love, sabi nga nila.

i want to know kung meron na kayang nagkatuluyan dahil sa tollgate? parang ang isang tool gate singiler-girl and the everyday present public transpo driver na nakainlaban sa first sight tapos ang binigay na tiket ng toll gater, may mga notes na. kung wala pa, paano kaya kung meron..

like, everyday, ang nagpapakumpleto na sa araw ng drayber ay ang pagdaan sa toll gate ng babae, then napalipat sa e-pass gate ang babae so the drayber applied for an e pass device kaya ang jeep niyang pampasahero naging trendy. kaso ang pagtitinginan nila madali na lamang dahil nasa e-pass nga. then napalipat ng ibang toll gate exit. the driver could not find the girl na, di niya kasi naibigay ang phone number niya dahil nakikita niya lang ang babae sa bigayan ng tiket kaya ang nagagawa ng babae taga abot lang. tapos nakita niya sa isang exit na aksidenteng nadaanan niya. tas dun na nagkalakas ng loob ang bagitong drayber na mag risk para lang makontento siya sa feelings niya, and blah blha blah blah..

tinatamad na ako tapusin basta parang ganun..meron kayang indie na ganun ang theme?

doble dos

yes, doble dos na ako last monday. hmm, i really don't have the time to write in detailk what had happened but all in one, i was happy, i am happy. una, my college friend called me and greated me on my birthday's eve. pero syempre, tsokolate gave me a gift and it is special and on time. i was thinking before that my loving tiyas give me a financial gift, i will spare a bit for a piece of white tee which has unique prints on it. lucille's gift is special, dahil, naunahan niya ako and i don't have to buy one. a thousand pesos spared. kahit wala masyadong bumati sa akin sa kaarawan ko, dahil maybe busy lang sila, my family's greetings, and tosokolate's enough to end it with a smile. i asked lucille to cook spaghetti for me and for the kids at home in a rush. buti umabot para sa dinner merienda namin. have a roll of cake and iced tea.okay na. but what was weird is that i bought 4 pieces of spongebob squarepants party hats, and an oversized 15 peso worth candle. para the kids will really enjoy it as a kiddy party. so yun, i am happy. at may extension pa ang bday kohe next day.

ipis got a million free.

my cousin got this photo from his blog, i piss. a simple but effective way of getting his readers stick to his blog and attract more readers. i just wonder, sino kaya ang magagawa kong hawakan ang blog add ko and take his'her photo. parang commercial, na ang credibility ng isang personality will also do in my own blog. ahmm, siguro ang high school principal namin. or i wish si anne curtis. sana.

deadliest acronyms

when i was reviewing in sm manila october to december last year, i always noticed these signs on the walls, streets and completely anywhere along manila. ang sabi:

L : Linisin
I : Ikarangal ang
M : Maynila

obviuosly the first letters top-bottom reads LIM, ang bumalik na bagong luma na mayor ng maynila. i don't know where and when the trend of using a politicians monicker or last name started. pero para sa mga taong masa, politcian's career-handlers might have thought that this might be effective in increasing their client's karisma. their names spell out for public service, for public's welfare. ass.

wala naman sanang problema dun, pero sa mga napapansin ko, almost anywhere i look, i can see government vehicles, buildings and gatherings, i can see a politicain's name worded out. paano kung mahaba ang pangalan ng isang pulitiko, sasabay pa rin ba siya sa trend kahit halatang pilit na ang ginawa nila? may nakita akong isa. dahil siguro walang maisip na magandang acronym sa letter ng apelyido niya, nilagay iyon sa gitna ng isang word. mababasa mo pa din dahil highlighted and letter na meron sa name niya. pilit. asar, corny. teka, what if kung ako ay isang pulitiko, ano kaya ang pwedeng acronymn (impromptu 'to):

K: Kasipagan
A: ang
I: isipin
N: ang ang
E: economy

D: 'di
I: iiyak
O: or
R: reduced

damn! corny na naman ako.pero alam ko may tatawa pa din kahit pilit. there, you have it, what if you were my most hated politician, ano ang ibig sabihin ng pangalan mo in the name of public service?

paano kaya kung si Maria Isshelle Bibyshelle Madrigal (hi,isshy!))o di kaya si Michael Martin Robert Monta (hi, sir!)ay nanalo sa isang posisiyon sa gobyerno? sasabay pa rin kaya sila sa trend na ito?

dutdutan

i saw a billboard when i was on my way to lucille's. and the "astig" non-jologs event is entitiled "dutdutan 2008".. astig, sabi ko. which reminds me also that this coming week and on, i will be busy in dutdutan sa computer.typing, senseless blogs..lapit na. when i have my routine back, babalik na ako sa dati.

ang first word ni baby

baby pa si julian(pinakabunsong pinsan ko) at di pa siya nagsalita ng isang word since birth. his ninang-yaya is always with him the entire day even at sleep. the problem is that, hindi kinakausap masyado ng ninang-yaya si julian. that is why julian haven't spoke a word yet. my tita told ninang-yaya to say something when she's carrying julian. text kasi ng text, at talo pa ako sa number of calls answered sa isang araw. sabi ni tita, baka mamaya, ang first word/s ni julian ay, "d2 n me,sn n u?" dahil text ng text si ninang-yaya.

which reminds of me of a gossipoleginic experience on a certain day. binyag noon ni julian. pupunta akong labas para kunin ang inorder na litsons baboy. habang nasa tricycle at dahil linggo, day-off ng mga kasambahay may umangkas na babae sa tabi ko habang may kausap sa selpon niya. hindi ko maiwasang makinig sa usapan nila ng kausap niya. ikaw ba naman ang nakaspeaker phone at ginawang walkie-talkie ang cellular phone. the woman said(in a bisaya tone):

babae: pupunta kami ngayon sa sm
kausap(lalaki): ah!, sige kita na lang tayo dun.
babae: sige mamaya na lang, nasa tricycle na ME eh!
lalaki: ah, nakasakay na pala YOU?

as you can see(through reading but it really came from what i've heard)unti-unti nang nawawala ang proper communiocation using text-book words and sentence structuring. buti na lang ako tulad nila.

it's your trust that i need

damn! urbandub has made me so emoitional eversince. it gives me a reason to be emotional again. i found this song from their album under southern green lights. and this song " an invitation" breaks. i don't love a song if not for it's lyrics.just click to play.


Meet me after dark
We'll go against the weather
We'll fight, well they can't decide for us
Their minds are cynical
Their ordinary eyes can't see through it all.

Don't be afraid cuz I'm here
Meet me half-way, I got you now
I got you now.
Cuz when we go just so you know
I'll be right here to carry you
Erase the traces
Restart everything, everything new
With wounds to mend
Hearts break but it can rebuild again.

It's safe to let go I; m right here with you
It's you trust that I need to believe
That I'm not in this thing alone
Would you run away with me if I'ts tonight?
Leave everything behindCome on, come on.

I got you now.

sa wakas! may silent sanctuary song na bagay

gustong-gusto ko ang mga kanta ng silent sanctuary and other songs for the hopeless romantic and other sad situations about emotions.but since tsokolate came. hindi ko na naappreciate ang mga slow songs. sumusunod na ang tapik-tapik ng mga daliri ko at mga padyak-padyak ng mga paa ko sa mga hip-hop and r n b songs. halos buong buhay ko hindi ko kinahiligan ang mga masasayang mga kanta.ngayon lamang. hindi ko maikanta ang mga kantang hindi naman sumasalamin kahit kaunti sa kung anong buhay ako ngayon. pero nung napanood ko sa tv ang kanta na ito ng silenct sanctuary, masaya ako at eto agad ang ginawa ko.para kay tsokolate.

pero gusto ko pa din ang paramore's that's what you get...

paunti-unti

aayusin ko na ulit ang buhay ko unti-unti halintulad sa unti-unting pagbabago ng blogspot ko na ito.paunti-unti.

pa-raya ta? (raya=bukid)

gusto ko talaga ipost ang isang katangahan na ginawa ko habang nasa raya ako. natapos ko na ang filling ko sa dfa so i dropped by ating's pad. siguro napagod ako sa pagpipila ko sa dfa, sa init at sa lahat, parang tulala akong naglalakad tungo sa elevator paakyat. when the elevator door opened, i walked out and opened the screen door. picked the keys on my pocket and opened the lock. i was surprised to know that there was no lock to be opened. i looked for the room nunmber and napahiya akong umatras at pumunta sa kabila. buti na lang walang nakatira sa room na yun, dahil kung hindi mapapahiya ako.


isa lang yun sa mga nakita ko sa raya. a construction worker was pushed away by the strong electric shock which nearly brng him to his death. he was on the roof, 3storeys high. mabuti na lamang habang gumugulong siya sa bubong napigilan siya ng gutter. kung hindi pa kinakabit ang gutter, he would fell and lost his life.


i finally get acquainted to some of our neighbors there. it is through basketball. mabuti na lamang at least may mga kilala na ako.

blogspot ko, i hope nauplift kita.salamat sa iyo

getting up

hello blog, it has been while since i put something on you that make my world literally change and the once oppressed seemed rejoicing (alam mo kung sino ka. you have just prove me that i am irresistable.huh!) that is why i want to lift your mood up as possible as i can. okay, after the last entry these things have happened. a little lighter this time.

i want to share my own DFA passport filling experience when i read keo's blog about his unfortunate filling experience. mine wasn't bad. i went to dfa on the afternoon so that only few fall in line for making an appointement. then the day i was assigned to go back, it was quick as well. nakita ko pa si doodle dun. yup, si drindle na classmate ko nung first year college, ka-subdivision, kaibigan. i barely recognized her because it has been a long time and since i've seen her and she had put on her make up that day. but when i was walking to ix some of my requirements, she called me and yun, kunting usap lang. then, habang nasa pila, i instantly chat on my seatmates, about passports and working abroad. on the last part of the filling. eto ang nakakatawa.

the personnel who attended my transactions is annoying, i thought she was annoying. she did not speak a word. kahit na three times akong pumirma, at nagpa-thumbmark. its either madiin ang thumb marks ko or sobrang light. the next thing i know. they were mute pala. when i left i saw her talk to her seat mate in hand gestures. the process was so swift it just took me nearly two hours.

i tour around alabang's cybergates but found nothing's plausible. kaya it is time for me to roam around makati. speaking of makati. did you know that out of outraging eagerness to make some bragging experience. i walked the entire length of the magallanes-ayala mrt toute. beside the wall of dasmariñas village from mantrade to landmark, i used my feet. i was like a taong grasa eating a 10peso serving of freind peanuts. i did it just for self satisfaction.

all eyes on me. eyes that are not so convincing anymore

recently and at present everything's not doing well. now, i realize that it is never easy to be a local celebrity. with every gossip, every accusations, every humiliation, it was never easy, and i am not used to it yet. but unlike real artists, they get money for their interviews and every contoversial questions thrown into them. but, in our case, there is money money involve.

sabi nga ng mga artista na natsitsismis kapag nagsalita sila dahil pakiramdam nila personal na ang mga binabato sa kanya. okay lang daw na intrigahin sila ng mga gossippers, wag lang idamay ang family. dahil pag family na ang apektado, lalaban na sila. same goes on me, i never reacted on every gossip about me and tsokolate circulating around my former school, and on every one who knows me. but my family is affected by these. kaya sinasabi ko na walang katotohanan lahat. okay, nagiging literal na ako.

and about what others say that i am destroying my "mabaait" image. i was surprised when i heard about that. i am not doing good to make the people around me say that i am a good man. i do good because it is the right thing to do. mahirap talaga kung lumaki kang mabait. walang ibang titingnan ang mga tao sa iyo kundi ang mga nagawa mong mali. a simple mistake is like unforgivable for them. unlike, the one who is know hard headed and annoying, kung gumawa ng katiting na kagandahan, parang isang celebration pa.

don't throw in some words that you can't stand it's credibilty. dahil babalik sa iyo ang sinabi mo.

ano pa man ang mangyayari, i still have my friends and family. the ones that knows me better. i hope what i said is true. as long as i know i am not stepping on anybody, that i think that this is right and i can handle it, i will stand for it.

i will stand for tsokolate. and i know i am still on track.

tsokolate

kahit anong sabihin nila mahala pa din kita..ang tanging kailangan ko lang ay iyong tiwala at love para makakaya nating labanan ang mga problema...please hold on, di kita iiwanan..mahal kita tsokolate ko.


hindi ko pa tuloy maiishare ang typhoon frank happennings ngayon.saka na, with photos pa. dahil pa talaga maganda ang mood ko to make an equally-unbiased blog entry.

omang ako (baliw ako)

yan ang sabi ni tsokolate sa akin. kasi naman nagiging irrational ako sa mga bagay bagay lalo na tungkol kay tsokolate. ganun talaga kapag in love eh, nawawala ka pala talaga sa sarili mo para lang sa kanya. kaya, dahil, hindi pa ako masaya gumawa ng blog entry, eto muna ang ginawa ko.. ang geographical characteristics namin ni tsokolate ko.. anyway, every thing in here is all about tsokolate and the name on braille below.

brailled

bigla akong natuto magbasa ng braille and intindihin ng basics ng abacus. i have to guide my brother on his assignments and lessons at school. my brother gave me the idea to do something for tsokolate. braille system for reading has six dots, each letter has its own designated dot/s. here is one i made. the colored dots are those that can be felt. on the abacus. it is quite hard to read it, and really hard to compute numbers especially division. but the one in the picture has no coreesponding numerical value, because it has no other value. the one indicated is precious to me.

this blog's theme colors

bubuhatin ko na ang sarili kong upuan. nagagandahan na kasi ako sa blog ko ngayon. lalo na sa theme nito. dati kasi, laging pink and black and white and royal blue and green. ngayon, iba naman. nakuha ko ang idea from, siyempre kay tsokolate. and nung tiningnan ko ulit, i realized na nakuha ko ang colors from texts to lines sa isang mahalagang material possession. salamat to tsokolate's mom, she gave me a shirt. a shirt with shades of blue, green and brown in stripes. it amazingly fits me the way it suits me better..

i really feel better now. completely leaving the fuschiang pag-ibig theme behind. i think this one's the best so far that i thought can mirror me.

i really want to get hitched!

arden rod, ang totoong manunulat, ang pinsan ko, ang may mala propeta sa lahat ng kanyang sinasabi ay gumawa ng isang blog tungkol sa hiwaga ng bahay na inuwian niya, at ako. siguro, ang bahay nga na iyon ay may sa gayuma pero hindi lang iyon ang dahilan. arden rod always says that everything that he said ay nagkakatotoo. kung mali man ang ginawa ko, kasalanan niya yun, sinabi niya kasi na baka makakatuluyan ko si tsokolate. kaya yan tuloy, nagkatotoo.